


Ammon's dad left us at noon that day to drive to Billings, Montana to meet his mom (who was flying there from Terra's house in Missouri). They went on their own trip the following week up through Glacier National Park and Canada for their second honeymoon. This left Taylie with Ammon and me for the last night in Yellowstone. We went to one last viewpoint called Artist's Point and Ammon and I hiked down 'Uncle Tom's Trail'which led down to the bottom of the canyon directly in front of the falls. Which, by the way, I never plan on going on again.
I discovered on that trail that I had developed a fear of heights that I have never had a problem with before. I don't know if it is some mothering instinct kicking in now that I am married or what, but my level of self-preservation has increased.
The trail started out as a series of switchbacks down to a sign that in summary said, 'this is a very dangerous, strenuous hike take breaks often and don't go if you are a wimp'. That is when my worries began. Then the 300 something stairs began. They were steel mesh stairs that looked rusted over clinging to the canyon walls. Underneath the stairs was the giant drop down to the falls below. I think I would have been fine if I couldn't see through the stairs I was stepping on to the drop below.
I went down one step at a time forcing myself forward, the whole time nervously telling Ammon things like: I can't go any further, I'm freaking out!, I'm never ever doing this again, and why couldn't they make these stairs solid concrete?! Ammon being the civil engineer he is, kept saying: "Steel is so much stronger than concrete. I should know." He couldn't understand that the strength didn't so much matter to me it was more the lack of view underneath my feet that I desired.
See how happy I am?
The hike destination...was it worth it?
I did make it all the way down and back again--very slowly. I didn't follow the recommendations to stop every few feet and rest. I booked it up those stairs as fast as my nerves would allow. I about killed the people that stopped in the middle of the flights of scary stairs and told me to 'just go around me' forcing me to release my two-handed death grip on the railing. I don't think anyone has ever been so grateful for solid ground.























